I see your face in my newsfeed, and immediately my heart and stomach drop. It’s like my insides have been submerged in a tub of ice.
Am I the only one who hates feeling like this? Completely helpless before his own emotions, sick to my stomach with thoughts of you, the things that happened, and the things that didn’t - depressed because of what didn’t happen, angry that I never got the chance - pissed off at the person that causes us to feel like this, whether they know it or not - getting even more pissed with them, if possible, when they don’t know it. Emotion upon emotion boiling over, churning about in my stomach, heart, and head -
And even after it all, I can’t change the way I feel about you, can’t cut you out completely…
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Via ......
I know I have a shit ton of problems and that I am all fucked up in my head. I know that I have trouble moving on and leaving the past behind. I know I like picking fights and being a bitch. I know I am angry and take that anger out on undeserving people. I know I am mean. I know I am sensitive and take everything personally. I know I am anxious and nervous about the silliest things. I know that I will always be upset about my lack of knowledge, lack of time, lack of understanding, and more about the worst three years of my life. I know I don’t always make the best choices. I know I have problems, but I could really use someone to just tell me that I am awesome. Someone to say that it is not my fault. Someone to let me know that they will be there for me to vent and scream and complain. Someone to hold me and love me. Someone to support me and tell me things I want to know. I just want someone to care.
(Source: stumblintumblin)
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Via These violent delights have violent ends.
(Source: diamondsofadversity)
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Via And we know it's never simple, never easy.
UghI absolutely freakin’ hate feeling like I’m being too needy. That is why I don’t text you or call you 24/7 like I want to. Also, I feel like if you wanted to talk to me, you would. So when I’m not texting or calling you, it’s not because I don’t want to talk to you. It’s because I want you to do it first. Not because I’m against texting or calling first, but because I want to know you’re thinking about me and want to talk to me. In all honesty, I want to talk to you all the time because you make me happy.
The Feeling ou get when you feel like you’re falling for someone. You feel like every little thing they do for you, could make you the happiest person in the world. Everything about them makes you wanna be with them just more and more each day. Even there biggest flaws seem to disappear. I can’t help but feel that right now.
but you’re the only thing that makes me happy; whether it’s right or wrong. & i don’t have the strength to give up on that.
(Source: youcould-behappy)
I really do hate how i have to pretend like i don’t have feelings for you, Telling someone makes me feel so free. Honestly i’m afraid what you’ll think if i DO tell you.Because every day you do cross my mind. Every little thing reminds me of you. you make me happy and you make other people. You just have that type of personality that girls can’t get over. This just sucks /:
(Source: c4ra-phernelia)
